So, if it is so hard, why waste any of your time and energy? So if it is so hard, why not relax and be yourself? I, myself, love weird people. I love them because I am weird. I never stop being weird and I never stop being me. I find that if people don't want to be around you, so be it. They have yet to find that they are pretty weird themselves.
If your are doing certain things (disgusting things) in public. Pleased do not be confused as to why people would not like to sit next to you on the bus, especially if you happen to think picking your nose in front of others is a good idea. The moral of the story is always be kind, polite, and yourself.
Go write somebody's else happiness!<3